hey all just an update i'm back in school i go to job corps in dayton ohio hopefully i'll be getting my ged in august and i am learning a trade i'm gon to be....
a medical assistant. i'm home for a week i lesve on monday to go back to school vacation is almost over so sadi also just movedagain but this time it will be perminate(hopefully) computer acting up so i will finish this in a lil bit ok

well i have been doing better and drawing and stuff so i will upload some of my drawings in a little bit

BE WARNED I AM RANTING


I hate my family so much right now they r butting into my business and trying to run/ruin my life again and it totally sux my Aunt came over and had a 2hour convo with me about my life and my goals and stuff and I never talk to her all b/c I started cutting myself (I stopped again) and they think I have some mental illness or something like that gawd my family SUX well all for now
Love Erica



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been goin through sum bad stuff and feelin depressed sad angry and all sort of other things

NOW I'M KINDA GUNA RANT:
Ok so i was living with my now ex b/f and his family everything was kol they accepted me and treated me as if i was blood well when me and him broke up it was still gud till the last week his dad started making passes at me and was creeping me out. His mom was so loving and caring and treated me as if i was her daughter and that felt good b/c as some of you know i was abandond by my mom when i was little and she just keeps bailing on me when i need her. but i felt as if i had a real family for the first time in a long time and i felt good and now it's all gone. On the first of this month i had to leave so i came to my aunts i'm so lonely now and on top of that i started cutting myself again bout 3weeks ago and i got addicted to it again and i can't stop no matter how hard i try and i just keep crying it sux. I just wish i can find a home and family i belong to all of this stuff that has been happening has got me on edge and i'm bout to break.

Till this stupid war is over i have to many friends over in Iraq and afghanistan <sp I just want all of the loved ones still over seas to come home safe and sound.